My God, Why have you forsaken me?

Blind, I cry for Your vision for my life
Lost, I cry for understanding
Wife and children tax my abilities
stresses beyond my control attack my faith
I want to die
Then I want to live
Then I am ashamed at my weakness in this warfare
My soul is aching for a change
My mind is lost in this confusion
My hopes are dashed on a daily basis
My dreams are gone
My hopes are fading
Where is the God of my fathers?
Where is my Deliverer?
Where is my Saviour?
I am surrounded by the wicked
Those that would eat my flesh
Those that would destroy my life
and of my family
Where is my hedge?
Where is my mighty fortress?
Where oh where
Will I turn?